Pissed.
Pissed.
This past week, since my sister’s wedding day, I’ve only slept for 5 hours. Every other day after I wake up in the morning I stay up for a few hours, and then, I get super drowsy and end up taking a 30min - 1hr nap. When this kept going for three days, I had decided to sleep early. I figured that because I went to bed at 3am might of caused me to wake up early. But nope. My first test, I slept at 12:30am, then woke up at 5:49am. Another day I slept at 2am, woke up at 7am. Last night I went to bed at 10:40pm, woke up at 3:41am. I don’t get it! But its happening.
I had a dream about you kissing me again…except you were kissing parts of my body. And when you tried to get closer, I pushed you and walked away. As I did that I heard you laugh. Why am I dreaming about you loving me…What does this mean? I mean, wtf…
My sister is getting married today. Civil way I guess. A process I wouldn’t mind myself. But that’s if I were to marry. So yeah, I’m pretty excited about it. Nervous at the same time. Just hoping I don’t bump into people I know. When she said friends, I’m hoping its her co-workers. Not her…high school friends. That’ts the only thing that’s making me feel rather nervous. But if there are any…I can only sit there and pretend to be happy.
So my parents bought some cheeseburgers from McDonalds two days ago and I thought it was scrumptious! Apparently my dad bought extras which sat around til today. I figured it should still be good so I microwaved it with the plastic for 40 seconds, took a bite and realized just now that it tastes exactly the same as it did two days ago. So it has me wondering, “Is this a fresh taste or is this old taste?” Like who knows, maybe the burger I ate two days ago was an already-made burger that had been sitting around for hours…or days! D:< Quite sickening I say, but then again, it still tasted good…oh well!
I has the urge to watch one. Maybe I can watch a show I haven’t seen yet. Something similar to Shiki or Black Butler. Or Baccano. OR I can watch those all over again! I don’t know, but I do know that I want to watch some anime.